SUPERHERO GIRL, ALLY!

Saturday, November 26, 2005

weeeeeeee.
really bad hair day today! lol.

stayed home whole day,
until 6.
had dinner with shawn.

went home with him, he came for a while.
after that, i practiced my song for tmr!!
2nd round audition at mediacorp.
i doubt i can get in at all.
so who cares, just go try my luck!

hmm, really hav very serious moodswings nowadays,
cant stand it myself.
can u imagine shawn? omg, really wanna thank him for tolerating me so much! (:
always screamin my head off at him at the slightest things he do.
awwww, so sorry. cant help it.

i was so damn angry the night before, well, because of somethings.
hai, thinkin bout it i stil v v disappointed and sad.
but what to doo??
these things cant be helped.
he wont be able to accompany me so much le.
just hav to keep myself more ocuppied then usual.
but really thought the hols were going to be vv fun.
no one will understand the feeling. expected so much but nothing much in the end. well told him no longer angry, yes, no more but when i start to think, i feel very sad.
i guess this he wont understand too, cos he wil be havin all the fun there. ):

)= AWww.

never mind.
haiz.

so afraid tmr, singin without music, damn it.
i will be dead lor!
haha..
i cant get in cant get in!!
):
wish me luck pple? every single one of u!! lalalala, shawn look super duper cute today. heee. with tt sleepy look on his face. lol.
if u are readin this, sorry for all my shit, and i know its hard toleratin me.
sorry, and THANKS for everything kk.

hope u wil read this la. (:
wo hen xi huan ni de. :D

HEEEEE. HEEEE.
!!

12 already.
should i sleep? or should i eat? haha.
one word to describe myself : FAT!!
hai.

lalallalalallllaaaa.
bored bored, someone pei wor can?? lol.
that someone is him lor. haha.
lallalalaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
shui hai ji de she shui xian shuo, yong yuan de ai wor.
so scared so scared!
results shld be out tmr, surely wil be so so disappointed in the end.
SIGHHHHHHHH....
AHHH,
wo he ni shou qian shou, shuo yao yi qi zhou dao zui hou (=

feel like screamin now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how i wish i can go out with him everyday, this is something i wish for, happy together forever, well, i wish for that, but i'm always the one spoilin the day in the end. haiz, guess i'm really lousy.
help me someone! );

stupid me, stupid ALLY.
spoiling her own life, destroyin her happiness.
):
AGREE?
sian sian sian. where is he????

_ she hates it, she can't stand it___

JING;