SUPERHERO GIRL, ALLY!

Sunday, March 05, 2006

i'm feeling so lost, so not myself.

it had lasted for several days, i just can't seem to find out why. He seemed to avoiding me, and i don't know why. We used to stick like gum, we were once so close.

could he just be tired of me?
our phone calls nowadays lasted only for a few minutes, it wasn't like this in the past. We could talk for hours.
whenever i called him, he would want to hang up after a a few minutes?
i stil remember how we used to love, could it be the end of it?

today is really boring, the thought of goin out with him made me really happy and excited.
But what i wanted never did came true. things are different now, there is a distance between us.

adelia popped by after tuition. when she left i started with my homework and cannot seem to continue with it.
i really need a break, i loathe studyin, a hell lot. ): i want to go to the movies, have a good meal, walk the streets, with him.
i stil rmb how he used to treat me like his princess, how we used to stick like bubble gum, and how much we needed each other in our everyday life. The feeling's gone, and i hope it wil come back soon. ):

no more you, no more happy day, no more sweet talks, no more.. no more..

i do not know why he had the idea of lyin to me to get back on me. just that simple sentence made me feel really down the whole day ahead. I was obviously sad, very sad, this is how much he can affect my mood.

does he ever know how much i felt?
why are his games so impt to him, he would rather play him games then accompany me );

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i missed him.

JING;