SUPERHERO GIRL, ALLY!

Saturday, June 17, 2006

after 2 days, i realised something.
i realised that nothing lasts forever, no matter hw much u hav tried.
sigh, he can't give me much sense of security.
someone please define love for me.

what i know about love is something very magical and makes anyone very happy.
i thought is another companion by your side, it is someting special that makes it different frm a friend.
i dont even know what i am tryin to say here.

things have changed between us.
it is just something that words cannot explain.
he won't bother to solve this, no matter what i tell him, its of no use.
he changed so much, but he thinks he didn't.
he always think that he is in the right, and i m in the wrong.
if he's in the wrong, he ignores me like nobody's business.
he never bothers to call me up and ask hw am i, even if he did, it wil be like for max 10 mins.
he gets too involved in other things and never remembers about me.

maybe he can't give me what i want, and someone else can.
why is this so unfair.
he wasn't like this at all in the past.

sigh, i m so bored, i m at home alone again, and no dinner, as usual.
i m like chatting, lookin ard in friendster and tryin to do my history homework.
and i really can't get anything done.
i need someone to accompany me out nw!
thats the best thing that can happen to me today!
sigh, one more week to school. next week seems kinda packed!
nicholas wants to go out, and we are plannin to study.
heard that on the 22nd theres an interact outing.
and he promised me to bring me to wild wild wet.

actually, theres nothing for me to look forward to in this relationship, i am like tired, he used to tel me hw many things we can do together, but nothing seems to come true.
i should just stop talkin about him, cos it doesnt help at all.

ahhhh. i stressed now. theres a math tuition tmr morning.
i guess i am goin to waste another day doin nothing beneficial.
its 5.15 now, i really dunno what to do for the next few hours.
ahhh!

save me someone!!

JING;