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Friday, September 08, 2006

it's been a extremely long time since i last came in.
just don't feel like sharing this segment of my life to everyone. It is ridiculous.
And all i know is that i have to work hard for my prelims which is this coming tues, i have been studying, but obviously nt hard enough. And it is ridiculousy late to buck up. but i wil try.
junhui left for NS today. ):
that means i'm losing an impt listening ear, great advises and company.
I'm all alone, but i will keep myself occupied with work, work and more work!

there was practical lessons this morning at 9.
woke up at 8.15, with two messages received.
One made me smile, one made me worried. ):
what a way to start my day with, wanted nt to attend lessons. But thinking of seeing my friends changed my mind.
took a cab down to school. me and jeremy did nt want to do the pure practical and went to study at the study area instead.
waited for like 2 hours and off we went to eat, and study at the library after that.
left the place at 4 plus 5, and went back home. Really had a good laugh about the new wheelchair accessible bus thingy with the two boys. (:
oh yah, collected jay's new album he got for me (: shall have good music to accompany me study later, i mean, soon, yeah.
received his call frm ns, at exactly 9.30pm. (: he has no hair already. wahaha.
great to hear his voice again, hope he is doing fine. (:
" lights out )=" second last msg i received frm him.
gosh, feelin down.
he must be fast asleep now. take good care, boy. shall hear frm u again, tmr. ):
anw, received some really bad news too. But i just have to tell myself everything's okay, cos up til nw, i cant think of any other solution.
oh nononononono, realised i am really one strong girl.
One friend of mine seemed to be treating me so differently, dont wanna lose that friendship. tt friend is really one great person to talk to, cos it's hard to find someone that i can talk about ANYTHING, as in really anything and everything under the sun. It's fun, really. Used to have really good chats with that person last time, but not anymore. Hope nothing can spoil that friendship.
prelims starting on Tues, and damn it, i m prepared to do not so very well. Anw it's nt possible for me to go fot the first 3 mths JC tryout. nah. So the prelims is just for the sake of seeing where i stand, and see if any effort of mine paid off. ):
sigh. god knows hw the result wil be like. Don't wana think much anw.
Oh yeah! i remembered something all of a sudden, when this song ' hen xiang ni' starts playing. Beatty superstar! yeah! i'm glad imy friends vote for me, and i got the top! weeee, but anw, i really sang terribly, plus i forget one particular sentence of the song, and i missed it twice when it was repeated in the second verse. shit. i was like 'lalala' when i forgot, and kept quiet at some parts. some even thought the mike turned off suddenly. but, anw, brods sang great! weeeee, and the longer hair guy smiled and waved at me when they were singing on the stage.
i was like sittin at the side of the stage, eaing pocky, watching them when he turned, and i smiled, and he waved! super duper cute (: wahahaa. wth. i'm crazy.
haha, anyway was really happy that day, esp when i heard so many pple screaming for me, and that one loud scream " APPLE!!" really made me smile. thanks everyone! although its like over for few weeks alr. wahaha.

hope things won't go wrong again.
i must be persistant, don't let that feeling give me away.
(:
it's time to study! yesyesyes!
i'll pray tonight*
love, nights (=

JING;